chaos in my life

When you were here before, 
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel, 
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fuckin’ special

But I’m a creep, 
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts, 
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body 
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice 
when I’m not around
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She’s running out again
She’s running out
She run run run run…
run… run…

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep, 
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doin’ here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t belong here…